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a week of reuniting shadow...
trapped
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somehow, it feels like im not me..
it feels so down to the ground..
i dont know what to do..
its the same old me, get used to it..
its been a long time since i feel this way...
i hate this feeling...
i hate it when i say yes when people
are asking me if im alright even though im not..
i cant express what i feel...
its just too cloudy to see...
i murmured my words,
my actions are vivid...
its all the same
mixed emtions that i cant barely express..
somehow i feel incomplete...
in a matter of seconds,
my mind turns the table...
i feel like somethings not right...
but somehow, im thankful...
thankful to the persons i can talk with..
who can make me smile, laugh, and the feeling
of acceptance..
the reunion of my sudden sickness,
an alternate ego of my world...
the shadow inside me..
the one that equalizes my extrovert ego...
the lichen that sucks up my sanity...
the one i call depression...



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